Night of the Gun, a new book by David Carr.


Every time I try to explain David Carr to a friend, I say something like "That dude is the real deal." Carr is a media/culture columnist for The New York Times, and he's a better writer and a tougher human than I'll ever be. I've corresponded with him a few times over the years about stories he was working on, or whatever, and I met him in Los Angeles when he came to visit Boing Boing tv for a piece he wrote about our launch.

So, I've been eager to see his new book come out, ever since I learned he was writing it -- and I'm excited to say that it's out in a few weeks, and there's a preview in the NYT today.

The Night of the Gun recounts David Carr's life as a crack addict, pieced back together through interviews with people who were part of his life at the time. It's an amazing book. You have to read this thing.

I hope I'm not revealing any spoilers here, but when I asked Carr about the project last in LA year, he told me about reconnecting with one of those old friends, and trying to recover the facts about one night when he was out of his mind high on speed, something about jumping through a window and police showing up and a huge fight with the friend, the sort of high velocity drug-o-drama you'd see on COPS. In the hazy, semifictional way an addict can try to remember things that happened when he was high -- he's always remembered his friend pointing a gun at him, at one point during the climax of that crisis. But when Carr went back years later to interview that friend for this project, the friend told him something like, "No, you were pointing the gun at me." I believe that's where the title comes from.

Here's a snip from the excerpt in today's NYT:

Where does a junkie’s time go? Mostly in 15-minute increments, like a bug-eyed Tarzan, swinging from hit to hit. For months on end in 1988, I sat inside a house in north Minneapolis, doing coke and listening to Tracy Chapman’s “Fast Car” and finding my own pathetic resonance in the lyrics. “Any place is better,” she sang. “Starting from zero, got nothing to lose.”

After shooting or smoking a large dose, there would be the tweaking and a vigil at the front window, pulling up the corner of the blinds to look for the squads I was always convinced were on their way. All day. All night. A frantic kind of boring. End-stage addiction is mostly about waiting for the police, or someone, to come and bury you in your shame.

After a while I noticed that the blinds on the upper duplex kitty-corner from the house were doing the same thing. The light would leak through a corner and disappear. I began to think of the rise and fall of their blinds and mine as a kind of Morse code, sent back and forth across the street in winking increments that said the same thing over and over.

W-e a-r-e g-e-t-t-i-n-g h-i-g-h t-o-o.

They rarely came out, and neither did I, so we never discussed our shared hobby.

Continue reading excerpt; photos and multimedia stuff here too. Me and My Girls [New York Times]

Buy the book: The Night of the Gun: A reporter investigates the darkest story of his life. His own. [amazon]

Website, with first-person video. Flash required. Night of the Gun [Simon and Schuster]


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W-e a-r-e g-e-t-t-i-n-g h-i-g-h t-o-o.

wow.

I lived in a terrible apt building in a drying up town in NoCal, a block from the 101. I think I was in the middle apt wondering wtf was going on. Once I learned what meth and crack were and did... as above. wow.

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#2 posted by Jack Author Profile Page, July 20, 2008 10:58 AM

This book sounds more real than others *cough* James Frey *cough*, but am I the only one getting a wee worn out my books about magical junkies and their wondrous insights?

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I the only one getting a wee worn out by books about magical junkies and their wondrous insights?

I had several e-mails in my inbox this morning that linked to this article, so apparently yes.

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Just read the NY Times excerpt, and put a request in at the library for the book...and while I haven't read any "magical junkie" memoirs, it seems safe to say that Carr hasn't written one of those anyway. In the Times piece, at least, he brings a reporter's skepticism to every bit of the story and makes it clear that he knows quite well how prone to cliche any recovery story is--even as he acknowledges how the particulars of his story may at times synch up with cliche. Carr's a hell of a writer, and this book doesn't look like the typical Oprah fodder.

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#5 posted by Anonymous , July 20, 2008 11:23 AM

@ #2 Jack: "[...]am I the only one getting a wee worn out my books about magical junkies and their wondrous insights?"

I suggest reading the excerpt anyway. This kind of stuff isn't my usual cup of tea, but Mr. Carr writes intelligently, unapologetically and without aggression. You might skip to the last page if you want to understand the crux of what he is saying. Which is basically that he's not trying to force lessons on anyone, and that no, his insights are anything but wondrous.

P.S. I keep getting the "wrong text" message.

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P.S. I keep getting the "wrong text" message.

If you're a registered user, sign out and sign in again. If it keeps happening, we'll get tech on it.

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#7 posted by Jack Author Profile Page, July 20, 2008 11:38 AM

Actually, when I refer to a "magical junkie" story I do so in the same way I refer to the "magical retarded/mentally challenged person" story in films like Forrest Gump, Slingblade & Radio. Even if there is no stated great insight at the end of the book, there is an implied insight of "Wow, this guy/gal was a screw up and now they aren't..."

I'm sure this book is better than most—and is probably quite good—but nowadays the tales of junkies and their woes can almost be a genre in and of itself.

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#2 No, you're not. I always wondered why junkies or ex-junkies think they were so interesting.

Note to Antinous: In general, I wouldn't put too much weight on the meaning of receiving a couple emails about the same subject.

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Carr's book is the sort of thing the phamous phony might have produced if he wasn't (a) lying and (b) a shitty writer.

I'd suggest anyone thinking of whining about a newly glutted junkie genre in this thread simply read the book, then come back and tell me if you still feel the same way.

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#10 posted by OM Author Profile Page, July 20, 2008 12:46 PM

...Dammit, Xeni, you've inspired me! I'm going to write a book about my life as a one-legged amputee hooked on Vicodin, Soma, Gabapentin, Lisinopril, Zolpidem, Metoclopram, Famotidine, Lantis and Regolin. And if it sells, I'll release a "revised version" about how Gliburide and Glucotrol got me started on my addictions! Who knows, if I release it under a Creative Commons license, I could get in enough to buy a bottle of Black Cherry Cruzan Rum to wash all my various fixes down!

Or at least get me on Oprah.

:-) :-) :-)

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#11 posted by anthony , July 20, 2008 1:03 PM

Xeni, thanks for sharing the link pointing out a book I hadn't heard of and which sounds like an interesting read.
If I end up reading it, at that point I will feel qualified to remark upon it's worth.
It's (sometimes) sad but true; many people with addiction problems do have amazing stories to tell.

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#12 posted by anthony , July 20, 2008 1:11 PM

"newly glutted junkie genre"
I can't even say that one time fast.

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@#12anthony, "She sells speedballs by the seashore."

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#14 posted by anthony , July 20, 2008 1:30 PM

"mind that meth makes messy minced molars"

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Peter Pusher pushed a pack of powdered Peruvian.

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#16 posted by anthony , July 20, 2008 1:37 PM

sip 'sinthe and miss-sync.

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#17 posted by eustace , July 20, 2008 1:42 PM

how much weed could a woodchuck smoke if a woodchuck could smoke weed?

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Betty Buyer bought some boomer, but her boomer was so banal that she bought some better black whack for to make her boomer better. If Betty Buyer bought some boomer, but her boomer was so banal that she bought some better black whack for to make her boomer better, where's the banal boomer Betty Buyer's black whack bettered?

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#19 posted by anthony , July 20, 2008 1:47 PM

odd jobs for the rent robbed

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#20 posted by eustace , July 20, 2008 1:50 PM

the sixth sheik's sixth sick sativa...

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#21 posted by eustace , July 20, 2008 1:51 PM

ow
that hurt just to TYPE...

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Having read the excerpt, I was impressed. I particularly liked the line:

"How is it that almost every warm bar stool contains a hero, a star of his own epic, who is the sum of his amazing stories?"


But I'm not quite sure what y'all mean by magical junkies ... well, maybe I do. But this seems less like someone talking about the good old days than someone trying to report on his own history asking "what the hell actually happened."


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#24 posted by eustace , July 20, 2008 2:19 PM

The article sold me on the book - this guy is the antimagical exjunkie. Great article. Read the article... (swaying pocketwatch) you will RTA...

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#25 posted by Magpye , July 20, 2008 2:24 PM

@2 No mate, you're not.
Of all the outstanding and inspiring things people around the world have done, and people find *this* interesting ??
Good on him for kicking the habit, and good on him for writing a very well written story.
But it's not 'amazing' to read about someone who selfishly shattered their own and others lives.
Anyone who's lived with a junkie knows all too well about the lies, the promises, the stealing, the heartbreak, the break from and return to the addiction.

What's next ? Memoirs of an Alchoholic ? Highs and Lows of a Vegas Gambler ? Pfft.

For amazing, and even inspirational stuff try Brad Newshams books, a person who has changed more lives, and done more with his life than most of us would ever dare to do.
Ricardo Semler, Richard Branson and Richard Marcinko all write inspiring stuff without having destroyed everything and everyone around them.
(Actually Marcinko is the exception, but then it *was* his job).

This whole 'I screwed up really badly, but now I'm now contrite and humble' crap is so old, as is this whole Culture of Confessionals.

Bah, humbug !

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My best friend, who is straight (and currently avoiding me because he owes me a grand) got started early. He grew up in a trailer park in the bayou. At ten, his parents lent him to a neighbor who traded vodka shots for blow-jobs. He was in and out of trouble through school. After fathering a couple dozen John Doe Jr.s in various exotic seaports, the Navy threw him out for being a drunk.

With a big smack (and sometimes crack) habit to support, he took rear deliveries from thousands of faceless men on Santa Monica Boulevard. A climb up to credit card theft led to a two-story slide down a laundry chute into an empty dumpster at the Beverly Hilton Hotel, some time in the LA County Jail and a lifetime injunction against coming within a hundred feet of Merv Griffin.

He's been clean for about a decade and is on the list for a liver transplant due to chronic Hep B. He has a wife and children, but also a foreclosure from last year. He doesn't have the money to file for bankruptcy on the $800,000 that he owes for items like his wife's boob job. That hasn't stopped him from buying a racing bike and golf clubs or taking the family on a cruise. There's a reason that they still call them addicts long after they stop using.

He should write a book. Maybe I'd see my money again.

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#27 posted by Takuan , July 20, 2008 2:32 PM

American Classic?

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#28 posted by eustace , July 20, 2008 2:34 PM

It was the Rashomon angle that I liked; getting the versions of the stories that conflicted with his memories, then reconciling them. It was a good read (the article, I mean).

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#29 posted by anthony , July 20, 2008 2:40 PM

Magpye,

I see your point but like it or not, the list of inspired geniuses who have had problems with addiction is probably as long as those without. I'm not necessarily talking about Bukowski, Burroughs or Artaud (and so on), but some people would start there.
I think it's human nature to be enthralled by stories of the type told by those who have really been to the edge.
Argh. I've personally known a few people with these problems, too. Some of them are still around today, some are not.

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Addicts are so i-n-t-e-r-e-s-t-i-n-g!

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#31 posted by buddy66 , July 20, 2008 2:45 PM

Wow, Antinous,

He's your best friend? You must have a heart as big as the Beverly Hilton Hotel.

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#32 posted by Takuan , July 20, 2008 2:50 PM

"DrugBlog": (go for it OM, make some money) A real time, real life blog in which the author details his daily drug experience (prescription, over the counter, herbal and recreational)

Its a winner, I get ten percent.

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I hope this is part of a larger trend in the memoir genre: rigorously checking facts, and incorporating those checked facts/acknowledged fuzzy faulty memories into the story.

There's another, very different, and really terrific memoir about to come out in the US: "The Three of Us" by a british writer named Julia Blackburn about her insane and/or drug-addicted parents, who were a well-respected artist (mum) and poet (dad). She's upfront about all the instances where her memory, her mother's memory, and the written record are completely at odds. And it makes the book ten times better.

I hate to say it, but people who get fucked up and do crazy shit will ALWAYS be interesting to read about.

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All you folks bitching about this "glut of junkie memoirs" had better just turn your hipster cards in right now. Because you've obviously never actually read any Burroughs, whose works can be boiled down to "junk junk junk black centipedes junk junk junk junk oh how I miss junk creepy conspiracies junk junk sodomizing young boys junk".

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Now that I think of it -

comments pointing out how this stuff is old hat are part of a really old tradition of trolls and their wondrous insights. Am I the only one sick of it?


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@Xeni:

"The meth sold by Beth leads mainly to death."

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#37 posted by OM Author Profile Page, July 20, 2008 4:31 PM

"He doesn't have the money to file for bankruptcy on the $800,000 that he owes for items like his wife's boob job."

...Hey, there are certain priorities in life. This happens to be one of them.

""DrugBlog": (go for it OM, make some money) A real time, real life blog in which the author details his daily drug experience (prescription, over the counter, herbal and recreational)"

...We old hands/heads already know how this will turn out. Those of you who don't need to check out a specific run of Doonsbury strips dealing with Duke's memoirs after he'd become the 53rd Hostage in Tehran. It's where I first picked up my favorite term to decribe being "blottoed": Biffle-Dinked.

...Still, the idea really hasn't been done properly on the Internet from what I can tell - certain Boing Boing threads notwithstanding - so it probably wouldn't hurt to give it ago. After all, they only use MySpace and Facebook sites for evidence, right?

:-P

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#38 posted by Takuan , July 20, 2008 4:40 PM

we're counting on your self destruction

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#39 posted by Jack Author Profile Page, July 20, 2008 4:42 PM
comments pointing out how this stuff is old hat are part of a really old tradition of trolls and their wondrous insights. Am I the only one sick of it?

It's not trolling to express respect that the book might be good, but I—and others—have had enough of the junkie memoir.

FWIW, when James Frey's A Million Little Pieces tons of people I respect would not hear one ounce of criticism against it. I thought it was okay, but his stories were too perfect and too neat. And I said as much... And was shot down... And now, we all know the deal with James Frey.

David Carr's story is probably great and heartfelt and 100% true, but as BOOKYLOO (#33) said:
"I hate to say it, but people who get fucked up and do crazy shit will ALWAYS be interesting to read about."

Actually voyeurism always sells. And nowadays the "reality" culture of entertainment we live in places people who splay themselves out on a higher pedestal than others sells even more. That's why stuff like this just doesn't interest me. No matter how good the book is it's a part of a larger cultural frenzy that dictates, "We don't care what you do unless you destroy yourself. Then that's entertainment!" And to me, it's the reason why modern entertainment is so wretched; creativity is actually punished in mass media.

Also, ANTINOUS (#3) I really don't get how quantity of e-mails in a personal mailbox means much. Especially with regards to a piece hyped in the New York Times. Well, it could mean that such books sell. But by the same token, so does porn.

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#40 posted by APOLLO , July 20, 2008 5:53 PM

Carr was the kind of guy who never knew when enough was enough. When the last bar was closed for the night, he'd invite everyone back to your house, eat all your food, drink all your booze, and oh yes, steal the rest of your coke stash on the way out. "Always looking for the next caper, I was a lot of fun until I was not."

Books about excesses of any vice do NOT make for a pretty read! 'Night of the Gun' can sit on my back bookshelf forever! And, David Carr, wasn't he (or is) a 'New York Times' reporter!? Maybe the 'gun-like' editorial policies of the Times drove him to a life of wantonness!??

The 'Night Gun' is firmly pointed at his own head!

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Wow, the junkie tonguetwisters/limericks are pretty awesome, people. Keep 'em coming, they might merit a whole new post!

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Incidentally, earlier this month, as part of his regular beat as a media reporter, Carr did a terrific piece on Fox News's hyper-aggressive responses to any reports that compare Fox with CNN:

Like most working journalists, whenever I type seven letters — Fox News — a series of alarms begins to whoop in my head: Danger. Warning. Much mayhem ahead....

At Fox News, media relations is a kind of rolling opposition research operation intended to keep reporters in line by feeding and sometimes maiming them. Shooting the occasional messenger is baked right into the process.

I like this guy's writing--definitely will be looking at his past work.

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Relevance aside, this series of comments got me wondering if there are _any_ working journalists with the smarts and disposition to investigate complex corruption, which would requires finding accounting errors, stat analysis, hacking email etc, which in turn requires engineer/scientist levels of analytical ability.
While the Junkie Narcissist may be good for the Fear and Loathing style kicks, are they good for anything other than adding gonzo style to someone else's substance?

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This guy is not presenting this in gonzo style. If anything, it's tedious-realist style. He deglamorizes it by making it a long series of badly remembered undecisions. My ex-junkie friend says the same thing: It makes for a great story, but it was horrible when it was happening.

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Jolly Roger in a pickup
Has a packet on the horses
He's a docker with a bucket -
Just the ticket in a thicket.

Silly Sally isn't pally
With the crackers in the alley:
She's a smacker and a whacker -
Wouldn't dally with a slacker.

Sally keeping in her locker
Little packets for the docker Jolly Roger
(Looking pretty, just the sucker for a shocker)

Brian Eno, 'Ali Click' (1992).

And it shouldn't need to be said but William Burroughs isn't all "junk, junk, junk." If that's your impression you haven't read The Job, The Third Mind, The Electronic Revolution, Cities of the Red Night, The Place of Dead Roads, The Western Lands, My Education, etc.

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APOLLO,

You might want to read the article before commenting.

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Perhaps junkie memoirs are kind of old. (I personally don't find much interest in them, but then again I don't read a lot of non-fiction.)

However, the idea of investigative story on yourself (because of loss of memory for whatever reason) does intrigue me.

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#49 posted by OM Author Profile Page, July 20, 2008 9:16 PM

...Dammit! I was going to post a link to Fat Albert & the gang singing "Dope is for Dopes", but would you believe there's not a clip of it on YouTube? And here I thought the only thing you couldn't get off of YouTube was porn :-P

[pause for effect]

...HOWEVER, let it not be said that I can't find the next best thing or two, one of which was featured on YouBoing - or is that BoingTube:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gbbqIHHMVxA

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QQrNWZ4Y5tU&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ye3ecDYxOkg&feature=related

...However, in all fairness to the DEA and the anti-drug groups, here's two opposing views on why drugs are bad for you, mmmmkay?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9-AfOhyn_S4&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=305vRNoofr8

...But to *really* be fair, here's a more balanced view on the whole issue of drugs:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K5zvTR1fj5M&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u0T8YtIat7o&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lY8IQnHFKTA&feature=related

...And now, before the Ibuprofen takes effect, here's what the Master has to say about the whole shmegagglebob:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SQq_XmhBTgg&feature=related

...Remember, friends don't let friends bogart other friends' drugs!

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#50 posted by OM Author Profile Page, July 20, 2008 9:18 PM

"Started Wikipedia entry for Mr. Carr."

[citation requested]

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' red sky in morning, sailor take warning! / red sky at night, man, that's some good shit!'

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Ah, it's nice to know. There is a world of people whose lives are far more fucked up than my own.All I have to do is go to work, wait till pay day and hope that my bank account can survive long enough not to get overdrafts. No book deals for that, alas.

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#53 posted by Takuan , July 21, 2008 6:30 AM

Sam Stone came home,
To his wife and family
After serving in the conflict overseas.
And the time that he served,
Had shattered all his nerves,
And left a little shrapnel in his knee.
But the morphine eased the pain,
And the grass grew round his brain,
And gave him all the confidence he lacked,
With a Purple Heart and a monkey on his back.

Chorus:
There's a hole in daddy's arm where all the money goes,
Jesus Christ died for nothin' I suppose.
Little pitchers have big ears,
Don't stop to count the years,
Sweet songs never last too long on broken radios.
Mmm....

Sam Stone's welcome home
Didn't last too long.
He went to work when he'd spent his last dime
And Sammy took to stealing
When he got that empty feeling
For a hundred dollar habit without overtime.
And the gold rolled through his veins
Like a thousand railroad trains,
And eased his mind in the hours that he chose,
While the kids ran around wearin' other peoples' clothes...

Repeat Chorus:

Sam Stone was alone
When he popped his last balloon
Climbing walls while sitting in a chair
Well, he played his last request
While the room smelled just like death
With an overdose hovering in the air
But life had lost its fun
And there was nothing to be done
But trade his house that he bought on the G. I. Bill
For a flag draped casket on a local heroes' hill.

Repeat Chorus

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#54 posted by Anonymous , July 21, 2008 10:25 AM

With all this talk of the worn-out junkie-memoir genre, I couldn't bear to let one of my favorite books go unmentioned (which, I believe Carr references in the NYT excerpt): Straight Life, by Art Pepper. His "moment" where he finds out what the "devil" has for him is powerful, beautiful and tragically sad all at once. Check out his music, check out his book, both of which are top-notch at the very least.

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#55 posted by membeth , July 21, 2008 5:41 PM

I dunno, I would have liked to read a good junkie memoir before spending my teens trying to rescue friends going off the deep end. Realizing earlier on that you can't fix it or keep somebody you love from slowly killing themselves might have been nice.

@Takuan:
I had no idea who John Prine was until last summer when I was dragged along to his concert with Iris DeMent in DC. I was reluctant to go--it was a very expensive ticket for second row seats to somebody I was unfamiliar with, but it was one of the best concerts I've ever seen. Hearing that song in the middle of this war was heartbreaking.

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#56 posted by Takuan , July 21, 2008 5:54 PM

Ricky's been kicking the gong
Lickety split didn't take too long
A junkie's sick
A monkey's strong
That's what's wrong

Well, I guess he's been messing around downtown
So sad to see the man losing ground
Winding down behind closed doors
On all fours

Mama, don't you call him my name
He can't hear you anymore
And even if he seems the same to you
That's a stranger to your door
Ask him what's he come here for

Oh my god, a monkey can move a man
Send him to hell
And home again
With an empty hand in the afternoon
Shooting for the moon

It's halfway sick
And it's halfway stoned
He'd sure like to kick
But it's too far gone
They wind him down with the methadone
He's all on his own

But baby, don't you throw your love away
I hate to seem unkind
It's only that I understand the man
That the monkey can leave behind
I used to think he was a friend of mine

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Last Sunday's NYT Magazine has a great excerpt from his book. Blew me away.
"Me and My Girls" http://www.nytimes.com/2008/07/20/magazine/20Carr-t.html?scp=2&sq=David%20Carr&st=cse

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That's, um, the whole, um, point of the, um, post.

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The C ceaseth and sufficeth us.

The best antidrug book I ever saw was one I never opened. I saw it in a secondhand bookstore. It was about heroin. The title was It Feels So Good, Don't Ever Start. (I may be slightly misremembering it, but that was the gist.) At the moment I saw it, I was enlightened. I never cracked the book because I figured it could only confuse the perfect lucidity of the message I'd already received.

OM @10: Damn. I thought it might be that. How are your eyes?

JakeTheSnake @35: You aren't alone. Joel's term for it is Internet Affective Disorder.

Now, if a few hardcore trolls could be persuaded to describe their lives, habits, and motivations, I'd buy the lot, retail, in hardcover.

Apollo @40: clearly, you haven't read enough books about excesses of vice. Some of them are excellent reads.

InBoulder @43:

Relevance aside, this series of comments got me wondering if there are any working journalists with the smarts and disposition to investigate complex corruption, which would requires finding accounting errors, stat analysis, hacking email etc, which in turn requires engineer/scientist levels of analytical ability.
Yes: Michael Grunwald, on water politics. He's first-rate. Or did you have a specific project in mind?

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#60 posted by Takuan , July 22, 2008 11:58 AM

my personal fave:
I hear Mariachi static on my radio
And the tubes they glow in the dark
And I'm there with her in Ensenada
And I'm here in Echo Park
Carmelita hold me tighter
I think I'm sinking down
And I'm all strung out on heroin
On the outskirts of town
Well, I'm sittin' here playing solitaire
With my pearl-handled deck
The county won't give me no more methadone
And they cut off your welfare check
Carmelita hold me tighter
I think I'm sinking down
And I'm all strung out on heroin
On the outskirts of town
Well, I pawned my Smith Corona
And I went to meet my man
He hangs out down on Alvarado Street
By the Pioneer chicken stand
Carmelita hold me tighter
I think I'm sinking down
And I'm all strung out on heroin
On the outskirts of town
Carmelita hold me tighter
I think I'm sinking down
And I'm all strung out on heroin
On the outskirts of town

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